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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

last day

i was thinking last nite
as i was trying to get to sleep
about
june the 27th
our last day
im scarred
i dont want to lose u guys
well i could lose the guys
but not u GIRLS
wut will class be like without
rach to help me in math
and tash to help me in french
and kenne to fix my computer
and danielle to organise my desk
and mare to talk to
and maddie to make me laugh
???

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  • At April 18, 2007 at 4:22 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    aww! don't make me cry!! i love u, mare, but i need kathleen, tash rach & danny to balance things out!! ya ya, i know i'll see you guys when your in grade 10, but that's waayyyy yoo long to wait. And i reeeely hope you guys think imma loser when it's my turn to come to SMHS; i hope you don't change! personality and all! and tash & jesse being gone at the i-wouldn't-even-call-it-a-school-where-my-mom-works
    school will be reel hard too!

    oh--- how i wish i was in eighth grade!!

     
  • At April 18, 2007 at 4:23 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    ^ oops i didn't put my name!! (in my | last post)

     
  • At April 18, 2007 at 4:25 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    typo in first post:
    And i reeeely hope you guys think imma loser when it's my turn to come to SMHS

    Correct Sentence:
    And i reeeely hope you guys DON'T think imma loser when it's my turn to come to SMHS

     
  • At April 19, 2007 at 9:46 a.m., Blogger xoxocha said…

    we wont think your a loser maddie, we love you...id be more worried that you wouldnt want to hang out with US (losers...hehe)
    but ya...that was a sad post
    ...
    lets not talk about leaving okay?
    ...
    so its turn off the screens wekk next week so...
    this mite be the last time i comment in a little while

     
  • At April 19, 2007 at 9:47 a.m., Blogger xoxocha said…

    if it is, then id like to tell u all how much i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    u get it
    xoxoxo

     
  • At April 19, 2007 at 8:28 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    well, i'll keep posting, but, just to let YOU know:
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love morgan
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    i love you
    U get get it now!!
    xoxoxo

     
  • At April 20, 2007 at 3:58 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    yep sad post.you'll be fine, kathleen. anyways, right, not talking about that.this SUCKS!!thjey put turn off the screens week on the ONE week when Im not skating, and I have to do it because mrs roppel"expects EVERYONE to participate"

     
  • At April 20, 2007 at 5:19 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    yeah, its easier for you guys though, im losing everyone except for jessi and justine! sooo before we stop talking about how sad it is to leave, think of it like this:

    its the graduation, you walk onto that stage and u see everyone looking at you. your in your dress, and part of you is sad, but you are moving on, growing up, exploring new grounds.and the dance comes, and you laugh and cry and hold your friends in your arms, and you forget the world and just think about how much you will miss them, and about all the great times. but then grad will be over, and youll be driving home, and youll look at the moon and the stars, and as sad as you will be, youll be happy, because youll be moving on, and as much as you will miss your old friends, theyre will always be room for them in your heart. and maybe youll cry a little. but you will smile. because, this ending, it leads to a new begining.

     
  • At April 20, 2007 at 6:15 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    wow

     
  • At April 21, 2007 at 3:35 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    i just read that and made myself cry

     
  • At April 21, 2007 at 9:47 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    uh huh

     
  • At April 22, 2007 at 9:55 a.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    is that a good uh huh or a bad one?:P

     
  • At April 22, 2007 at 1:35 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    im going to oshawa monday and tuesday most likely, so ill see you all on wednesday!:D

     
  • At April 22, 2007 at 5:14 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    nope im staying home now:P hehehe, im really bored as you can probably tell from the number of times i have posted today:P okay guys i need your help! i want to ask trent out, but i dont know how or when or ah! HELP

     
  • At April 22, 2007 at 5:52 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    well don't ask me, ive never gone out with anyone. and it was a good uh huh.

     
  • At April 23, 2007 at 4:58 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    hehe yay! good uh huhs kick ass!!! hehehehe, meh, going out is overated really/.

     
  • At April 23, 2007 at 7:18 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    uh huh

     
  • At April 23, 2007 at 10:30 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    tell me about it!! there's too much stress that comes with 'going out'!!!!!!!!! "How do YOU know?" you might ask? well, Marisa has been talking to Cameron at school during english class and she's convinced him to ask me out!! AAAHHHHHHH! Remember, today (monday) i said that i didn't like him anymore!! and i still don't!! that was a bad "AAAHHHHHHH!"!!!!!!!!! I think im gonna miss the bus purposfully tommorow morning. o gosh, what will i say!?!?!?!? "yes"? "no"? "i'll ponder on it while stolling on my paper route i stole from you"?
    HELP!!!

    your truly (distressed),
    Maddie

     
  • At April 23, 2007 at 10:32 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    p.s. Tash, you don't even NEED help! you know he likes you, so, ASK HIM OUT!!

     
  • At April 23, 2007 at 10:32 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    p.p.s. i meant trent...not cameron

     
  • At April 25, 2007 at 2:27 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    whoa people, im all messed up

     
  • At April 25, 2007 at 2:34 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    i dont KNOW! really, think about it, how do any of you KNOW he likes me? huh huh huh? heheheh, plus i dont wanna be rejected! ahh! so so stressed! although today he told me i had beautiful hair.. aweee!! (melts)i was like awe thank you! i love you! and he went red and stopped talking so i was like okay! there is work to be done!:P hehehe

     
  • At April 26, 2007 at 9:34 a.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    hehe...i could ask him...gently and sneakily if we umm sorta u know likes u.
    e he
    i agree tasha...dating is overrated
    but its still kinda fun.
    chhaa

     
  • At April 26, 2007 at 10:49 a.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    omg tasha wait to go make me cry.
    geez u should really write for a living
    i dont want to leave st jos

     
  • At April 26, 2007 at 10:50 a.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    ^♥cha♥^

     
  • At April 26, 2007 at 10:53 a.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    omg tash:
    1st: i haven't been on in a while and i read what you wrote at the beginning of thi thinging and it made me cry. u should definitely be a writer some day.
    2nd: ASK HIM OUT! Ur like cha and nic used to be- in love but doing nothing about it!
    3: i see ur very very upset today and i hope you feel better cause it's not good when ur not better. if any of that makes sense. i'm assuming you got in a fight with ur mom about ur friends again so i say this to her: SCREW YOU AND UR STUPID LITTLE DREAMS CAUSE TASHA IS TASHA AND SHE'S FINE THE WAY SHE IS AND SO ARE HER FRIENDS!

    if that is what ur mad bout. if not, that was embarrassing, please don't get mad @ me

    i'm


    stupid

    to

    the

    extreme

     
  • At April 26, 2007 at 11:04 a.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    when there's nothing left to do
    when all has gone wrong
    it sometimes feels better to sing a sad song
    Sure, the good songs all praise how life's at it's best
    but we know better than that
    cause right now it's messed
    the sad songs let out true emotions inside
    it's nothing you should feel you need to hide
    but when people are judging you and ur friends
    Don't think that your song must come to an end
    put it all behind you look up and say:
    I really do wonder if Angus is gay?



    okay, so i started off saying the first sentence, and it rymed, so i had some fun. especially at the end. no comparison to tash's "make you wanna cry" post, but i hope it made you think.

    xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

     
  • At April 26, 2007 at 11:05 a.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    omg, i just reread what i wrote. hehehehe, I'M messed. But that last line sure does make you think...

     
  • At April 26, 2007 at 11:14 a.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    okay, seriously now, i wantyou to read the lyrics to one of my favourite songs of all times: Bridge Over Troubled Water

    When youre weary, feeling small,
    When tears are in your eyes, I will dry them all;
    Im on your side. when times get rough
    And friends just cant be found,
    Like a bridge over troubled water
    I will lay me down.
    Like a bridge over troubled water
    I will lay me down.

    When youre down and out,
    When youre on the street,
    When evening falls so hard
    I will comfort you.
    Ill take your part.
    When darkness comes
    And pains is all around,
    Like a bridge over troubled water
    I will lay me down.
    Like a bridge over troubled water
    I will lay me down.

    Sail on silvergirl,
    Sail on by.
    Your time has come to shine.
    All your dreams are on their way.
    See how they shine.
    If you need a friend
    Im sailing right behind.
    Like a bridge over troubled water
    I will ease your mind.
    Like a bridge over troubled water
    I will ease your mind.



    you are an amazing person tash with so many gifts and talents that i can't count. so don't listen to all them shit-eaters. you can be who you wanna be, and you can have whomever oyu want as your friend. Just remember: so many people love you. in then end, it's not the years in your life that count. it's the life in your years and only you can control that.

     
  • At April 26, 2007 at 11:25 a.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    i ♥ bridge over troubled water
    it is so my song
    thats what i go home to listen to on a bad day...and i sit by myself and cry and cry and cry...

    cha

     
  • At April 26, 2007 at 11:50 a.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    well now i'm in the lyric mode, so even if you don't like avril lavigne, "Keep Holding On" makes me feel better yet so sad everytime:

    You're not alone
    Together we stand
    I'll be by your side
    You know I'll take your hand
    When it gets cold
    And it feels like the end
    There's no place to go
    You know I won't give in
    no I won't give in

    Keep holdin' on
    'Cause you know we'll make it through
    We'll make it through
    Just, stay strong
    'Cause you know I'm here for you
    I'm here for you
    There's nothing you can say (nothin' you can say)
    Nothing you can do (nothin' you can do)
    there's no other way when it comes to the truth
    So, keep holding on
    'Cause you know we'll make it through
    We'll make it through

    So far away
    I wish you were here
    Before it's too late
    This could all disappear
    Before the doors close
    And it comes to an end
    With you by my side
    I will fight and defend (ah ah)
    I'll fight and defend (ah ah) yeah yeah

    Keep holdin' on
    'Cause you know we'll make it through
    We'll make it through
    Just, stay strong
    'Cause you know I'm here for you
    I'm here for you
    There's nothing you can say
    Nothing you can say
    Nothing you can do
    nothing you can do
    There's no other way when it comes to the truth
    So, keep holding on
    'Cause you know we'll make it through

     
  • At April 26, 2007 at 5:24 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    thanks everyone... mlle really convinced me that i didnt need jess, but then when we were hanging out and she was so worried that i would leave her.. and then she was telling me something, and like.. i just thought, like, that kid such a big part of my life! i depend on her to make me smile and laugh! and i just, i know she doesnt bring me up in a way that anyone can see, but she brings my heart up so much! and to me, i dont care what she does, i love her and thats all that matters to me! and the only reason im sure shes a greatr friend is.. look at everything weve been through. people have been bugging us since we started being friends, and somehow, we are STILL in it together! i mean, thats special if you ask me! and i dont care if being her friend makes me sad at times, or makes people judge me, or makes me parents unhappy, i dont care i dont care i dont care, because all i care about is her and the rest of you guys and as long as i have each and every one of you, then i am as happy as i can be! but it just bugs me so much when my mom doesnt see how much i love her. and when she told me i could only see her a bit in the summer, it scared me, because i mean, i miss her after like.. 2 days! and she was saying every week! i just, it was such a shock for me.. but again, thank you kathleen, maddie and rach, and even mary sorta. you guys really helped me sorta calm down. and thanks to jess too she was a sweetheart about everything.

    p.s. im glad you guys like what i wrote:) im trying to write a book, but im not sure about what

     
  • At April 26, 2007 at 6:37 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    good for you tasha. you stick to your guts

     
  • At April 26, 2007 at 7:37 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    heheheh, dude i have ALWAYS stuck by what i beleive in!

     
  • At April 27, 2007 at 10:19 a.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    good. don't stop. hey i love ur skirt and leggings 2day! u have awesome legs! i'm jealous. min are like cottage cheese. except i like my calfs

     
  • At April 27, 2007 at 4:57 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    hahahah, i guess my legs arent that bad.. i do particularily like my claves, my thighs tend to bother me:P hehe, and its ok man, im not ever ever ever going to give up, i stick with her and with my beleives.

     
  • At April 27, 2007 at 10:02 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    yeah! tash power! Man, i just got back from confirmation. it was a ball. not. but i think i actually feel like a better person.Man, me taylor, emily, and justine had so much fun! Kathleen, how's ur "luouw" (if that's how you spell it)?

     
  • At April 28, 2007 at 9:28 a.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    hey tash, you know at the end of yourone comment you said youwanna write a book but don't know what to write about, i think you should write the same sorta stuff you've been writing us, knowing jessi and still loving her no matter what. i think all that would make a good book.

     
  • At April 28, 2007 at 12:05 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    maybe i will. its hard because i cant think of how to start it! hehehe, well us non confirmers had a blast! me maddie and jessi went to see disturbia, and at the end maddie was clinging to me and jess ended up holding my hand too, its one freeky movie! ahh!

     
  • At April 28, 2007 at 12:57 p.m., Blogger LILO said…

    ya the ad thing for that looked so freaky!!

     
  • At April 28, 2007 at 12:59 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    they tried to blind us last night with pictures, it was never ending, FLASH, FLASH, FLASH, ooo my poor eyes

     
  • At April 28, 2007 at 2:08 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    it is a freaky movie:P hehehe, oh well, now you guys are all in gods heart! tehehehehe:P

     
  • At April 28, 2007 at 3:25 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    man, i was gonna go see disturbia 2day with someone or blades of glory
    confirmation was actually kinda fun. Justine, me ,emily, and taylor all pretended to fart everytime we were supposed to bow. it was hilarious!

    tash, you should write a book about friendships

     
  • At April 28, 2007 at 5:42 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    yeah im trying to figure out how to start the stupid thing though! heheheh.. KATHLEEN CHAYER! CALL ME! hehehe.. sorry you guys, but she promnised me she would call me and she didnt. kathleen you loser! (shh, dont tell her that:P) hehehe

     
  • At April 29, 2007 at 4:15 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    blades of glory is good!!and i another thing, KATHLEEN VISIT YOUR BLOG!!!

     
  • At April 29, 2007 at 5:19 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    i know! grrr im soo pissed off! jessi perdue is a shitty goalie! and she won MVP! come on! what a gay decision!! GR

     
  • At April 29, 2007 at 9:10 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    yeah, i was so fricken surprised! I thought:
    MVP: Tasha!
    MDP: Jordaine or cherry
    MIP: Jessi

    OMG, I was soooooooo extatic when i got MVP! I've only ever gotten one award before (in novice) and it was MIP, but you just feel so special when you get MVP. I thought you should have gotten it tash. I mean, when i went to practice with you guys, you were skating circles around them and i was beating jessi in every drill. no offence to her or nothing, i just don't think she would have been my first choice.
    I got to see kathleen 2day @ church! We were bad and ate one timbit... and another timbit... and ANOTHER timbit... and then we stopped, thank god!
    OMG OMG OMG OMG: I've lost 3 pounds! i'm sooooo happy! it may not show, but i don't care!

    yup-yup! mare

     
  • At April 29, 2007 at 9:10 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    yeah, i was so fricken surprised! I thought:
    MVP: Tasha!
    MDP: Jordaine or cherry
    MIP: Jessi

    OMG, I was soooooooo extatic when i got MVP! I've only ever gotten one award before (in novice) and it was MIP, but you just feel so special when you get MVP. I thought you should have gotten it tash. I mean, when i went to practice with you guys, you were skating circles around them and i was beating jessi in every drill. no offence to her or nothing, i just don't think she would have been my first choice.
    I got to see kathleen 2day @ church! We were bad and ate one timbit... and another timbit... and ANOTHER timbit... and then we stopped, thank god!
    OMG OMG OMG OMG: I've lost 3 pounds! i'm sooooo happy! it may not show, but i don't care!

    yup-yup! mare

     
  • At April 30, 2007 at 1:36 p.m., Blogger xoxocha said…

    no no no mare
    i had cake
    then a cookie
    then a timbit
    then a timbit
    then a timbit
    then like 2 bags of chips at tashaass
    then i got home
    and had
    licorice
    and cookies
    and sprite
    and apples with
    chocolate
    and caramel
    and french vanilla stuff
    and then i had
    a piece of chocolate cheesecake
    mmmm
    now i have a stomach ache
    big surprise

    how was shopping tashhaa???

    GYMORIUM!!!

    xoxo

     
  • At April 30, 2007 at 4:49 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    holy crap cha! are you trying to kill ur self with calories!?!?! hehehe... maybe i shouldn't be talking... i just had a ginormous peice of chocolate cake and three small monster cookies... tehehe
    Hey everybody: i made myself a secret msn. it's tink--12@hotmail.com. I can't remember anyone's add except tash's (tash--2@hotmail.com)
    send me any emails you know please!
    xox-mare-xox

     
  • At April 30, 2007 at 4:49 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    holy crap cha! are you trying to kill ur self with calories!?!?! hehehe... maybe i shouldn't be talking... i just had a ginormous peice of chocolate cake and three small monster cookies... tehehe
    Hey everybody: i made myself a secret msn. it's tink--12@hotmail.com. I can't remember anyone's add except tash's (tash--2@hotmail.com)
    send me any emails you know please!
    xox-mare-xox

     
  • At April 30, 2007 at 5:00 p.m., Blogger xoxocha said…

    hmmm well
    i havnt stopped eating yet
    geez im one extreme or the other
    pigging out or not eating
    hehe
    i guess rite now im on the see-food diet!!

    hey good (message) song
    runaway love by ludacris

     
  • At April 30, 2007 at 6:45 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    i think your better off pigging out.

     
  • At April 30, 2007 at 9:36 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    i dont feel good. my head hurts and i think im seeing funny colours.. at least.. the wals in my computur room loook peurple

     
  • At May 4, 2007 at 5:22 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    hey, i like purple!!

     
  • At May 19, 2007 at 11:41 a.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    hehehe.. i do to.. but the walls in my computer room arent purple:P

     
  • At December 14, 2007 at 11:02 p.m., Anonymous Anonymous said…

    thats a problem.

     

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